Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Chapter Seven- David.
My heart is set that there is no God. Between fear and anger, I'm not sure what hurts more. The beatings and punishments are nothing compared to the anger that burns inside of me. I don't want to hurt anymore. I'm now to the point where I'm not able to eat anything, I eat after the dogs when I can, but the smell is horrific. I started back to school, being bullied. The bully's beatings were nothing compared to mother's, it never angered me as much. Mother told me to jump, jump off the bridge. She wants me dead, she told me so. Father is now officially out of our lives and now I have nobody to protect me anymore and mother knows that too. I feel so alone and empty inside, what's happened to my family and my life. I need my father with me, or else I'll never survive. I just wished mother would get it over with, and just kill me.
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AW this is really sad i can't beleive david had to go through what he did he was really brave. If that was me i would of told someone right away.In the lost boy david really gets a chance to stand up for himself but in the child called it he really doesn't have a chance to which is really sad.
ReplyDeleteDavid:
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry that I left you there with mother. I should have taken control and got you and your brothers out of there! It's something i now have to live with for the rest of my life. I am so sorry and know that i love you very much
-Father